Big gulps huh?

Oh man. Today I had to say goodbye. It was H A R D. 

I was excited to get back home.. but just thinking about the traveling part gave me

the worst anxiety. It's a little weird how nervous I get about traveling by myself. 

It's a little weird.. and a lot of dramatic. 

Also, literally every photo that was taken today is awkward and unnatural. 

Hey! Here I am just saying 'peace out' to NJ...

And here I am saying bye to KLMDSN

And here I am waiting at the trains station hoping I went to the right place..

Oh and here I am livin' it up in Times Square..

(We were literally there for 5-10 minutes just to experience it. I wish I could have seen it

at night. It was pretty rad though. Just a giant Las Vegas strip...

who would have thought?)

Last but not least.. Here I am saying bye to my friend Meganbuck48...

What a crazy trip. Last night I was so sad to leave and had so much anxiety I just wanted to cry. Once I woke up today I was fine with going home.. even excited a little, and I felt stress-free. Everything that could have went wrong in the airport went wrong for me and I barely made my flight....again.

Like I said before.. it wasn't my first rodeo.. but it sure felt like it today.

I'm home now and I love it. Nothing better than my own bed and fan. All my stuff is packed and ALL OVER my room. No, it doesn't help my stressed level.. Yes I need to start worrying about my stress levels. 

I'm guessing I won't post until after school starts.. Let's all say a little prayer that I survive. 
Hope every one is doing well!

-Lexi



Oh and bad news Kinzie...
Hello Kitty is a fake.